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[03 Apr 2004|10:41pm]

[x] Part 1 -- The Basics [x]
What's your name? ::: Peter
Birthplace ::: Brisbane, Australia
Age ::: 15
Age you act ::: 16
Current location ::: Brisbane, Australia
Eye color ::: Blue
Hair color ::: Blonde Right, lefty or ambidextrous? ::: Right
Zodiac sign? ::: Libra
Height? ::: 5'8 (i think)

[x] Part 2 -- Describe... [x]|
 Your heritage/nationality ::: Australian
Your hair ::: Blonde
Your fears ::: Stupid People
Your perfect room ::: My computer, My bed, My CD's, Vinyl's
What you practically do in a day ::: Listen to music
[x] Part 3 -- What is/are... [x]
Words you overuse ::: Fuck.
Phrases you overuse ::: How Fucking GAY!
Your first thought when you wake up ::: I can't face this day
Your greatest accomplishment ::: Surviving My Dysfunctional Life.
Something you want to do ::: Learn guitar
[x] Part 4 -- This or that [x]
Pepsi or Coke ::: Coke
McDonald's or Burger Kings ::: Burger King
Britney Spears or Christina Aguilera ::: They're both sluts.
Chocolate or vanilla ::: Vanilla
Adidas or Nike ::: Adidas
Black or white ::: Black
Bills or Coins ((Think $$$)) ::: Bills
Burgers or hot dogs ::: Burgers
Egypt or France ::: Egypt (french are mean bastards)
Rock or rap ::: Rock
[x] Part 5 -- Do you...[x]
Smoke ::: Nope
Cuss ::: Yep
Sing well ::: Nope
Sing in the shower ::: Nope
Talk to yourself --a lot-- ::: Nope
Believe in yourself ::: Yep
Like taking these longass surveys? ::: Eh...
Play an instrument ::: Nope
Want to go to college? ::: Yep
Want to get married? ::: Yep
Want to have children? ::: Yep
Think you're a health freak? ::: Nope
Get along with your parents ::: Sometimes
Get along with your siblings? ::: Sometimes
Think you're popular ::: Nope
[x] Part 6 -- In the past month have you..[x]
Gone out of state ::: Nope
Drank alchohal ::: Nope
Smoke ::: Nope
Get high ::: Nope
Done any drugs ::: Nope
Eaten an entire box of oreos ::: Nope
Been on stage ::: Nope
Gone skinny dipping ::: Nope
Been dumped ::: Nope
Dyed your hair ::: Nope
Stolen anything ::: Nope
[x] Part 7 -- Your friends! =D [x]
Craziest ::: Darryn, Ryan
Loudest ::: Tom
Most shy ::: Daniel
Blondest ::: Daniel D
Smartest ::: Brock
Kindest ::: Christine, Tarran
Best personality ::: Christine
Most talented ::: Brock
Best singer ::: Tom Most
ghetto ::: Eric
Drama Queen ((or King XP)) ::: Dunno
Pain in the ass ::: Eric
The one you just want to strangle to death ((Homer Simpson style))::: Dunno
Funniest ::: Tom
Best person for advice ::: Dunno
Dependable ::: Christine
Trustworthy ::: Christine
Druggie ::: Ryan
Most likely to end up in jail ::: ...
Person you've known the longest ::: Daniel
[x] Part 8 -- The Last... [x]
Last dream ::: Last night
Last nightmare :::
Last week Car ride ::: Today
Last time you cried ::: 20mins ago
Last movie seen ::: 50 First Dates Last movie rented :::
Last book read ::: How to kill a mocking bird
Last word said ::: Sucks
Last curse word said ::: Fuck
Last time you laugh ::: 6hrs ago
Last phone call ::: 6hrs ago
Last CD played ::: Avenged Sevenfold
Last song you listened to ::: And All Things Will End
Last annoyance ::: Not today...
Last IM ::: A few minutes ago...
Last weird encounter ::: None today
Last person you hugged ::: Not since friday
Last person you yelled at ::: Richard
Last time you wore a skirt ::: What sex is this quiz directed toward?
Last time you've been evil ::: Last night
Sarcastic? ::: Just now
Last time you fought with your parents ::: Probably a few minutes ago
Last time you wished upon a star ::: Never
Played Truth or Dare ::: 7th grade
Spent quality time alone ::: What is this quality time you sick people speak of?
[x] Part 9 -- I swear this is the last one! -- Randomness [x]
Are you talking to someone on AIM ::: Not at the moment
Do you feel lonely ::: Yes, i need to talk with someone
Ever TP'd someone's house ::: Yep
How about egging someone's house ::: Yep
Do you not like dislike not like me? ::: Yeah, you're fucking gay
Ain't Eminem and 50 Cent just fine? ::: Their a bunch of fags that gotta be shot
Yo Momma ::: Ate all my fuckin twinkies biatch...
Ever been so hungry you felt like you could eat the person next to you? ::: No...
What do you think of George Bush? ::: HE DESERVES TO DIE...
Any secret fetishes? ::: No
Do you like to wear chains? ::: Don't have any
How many languages do you speak? ::: 1
Damn.. are your fingers tired? Cause mine sure are! ::: NO
Glad this is over? ((Say yes and I'll stalk you XP)) ::: YES IM GLAD...VERY GLAD

6 suicidal.s| Bruised and Bleeding..

I feel reborn [29 Mar 2004|09:48am]
[ mood | sick ]

I know i said i would never update this again but things are starting all over for me, im starting to have a life once again. And writing in this really helped me with alot of things as i had no one to talk to. Im not going to sit here and fill you in on what has happend over the past month and a half.

School is still dragging me down, report cards next week? im only just going to pass every subject unless i fail Art studies because i didn't hand in my assigment, although i had done it Ms Assmussen wanted me to get an extension from the head of department but that didn't work out so i failed. Im home sick today it sucks ass and i have our art piece due today in the Art Studies!! Lets hope she will take it as i was away. It hasn't turned out the way i wanted it to but next term things are going to have to change in the way im dealing with school.

Things around my house are alright we are getting a pool put in, madness and people keep saying that its almost winter and i won't be able to swim but thats why we are getting it solar heated...Fuck Yes.

I have a few pictures taken:

When it was getting dug

Cementing time


Its not 100% complete the lights, pebble finish and waterfall still have to go in but there is another 2 weeks till anymore work is done because the cement has to dry and settle properly.

Saturday night was fun Christine and Tarran came over w00, i get the feeling that mum was happy because she was amazed that i was actually bringing some friends over apart from daniel for the first time in like over 1year?
It's good to finally have something to do and get out instead of me spending my life on the computer or drowning in my own tears as i lay there thinking of how shit things are for me... we just sat talked and listend to music and of course me and Christine had a good time she is so good to me and without her well i wouldn't be able to get through alot of things.

Ok picture time..
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Peace. Ha

5 suicidal.s| Bruised and Bleeding..

[20 Feb 2004|08:11pm]
[ mood | excited ]

Today was so bad we lost power... NO FANS and NO AIR-CONDITIONING our english teacher got us into the computer room just so we could be out of the heat the the power goes until the last 25mins of school...

This week started out so bad i really felt like driving a knife into myself, things were getting so bad.

Then Wednesday came and i started talking/sitting with Tarran and Christine it was good i was actually happy. They pretty much are into all the same things i am into and will talk to me and don't put me down. We were going into Skinny's to see Full Scale but it was canceled due to our saftey after the extreme heat may take its toll 41 degrees... So i called Christine to tell her the bad news and she said if we don't go into the city (if its to hot) then we can go to Keryn's house to bum out in her pool. Should be fun... most fun ive had in awhile?

Now to business A PEFECT CIRLCE fucking owned last night!!! it was so awsome i had the best time despite the 2 groups of people smoking pot behind me all was good. Some asshole was blowing smoke in my face so i had enough when he was rolling a new smoke i was "moshing" and smashed it out of he's hand he dropped the whole bag of tobacco and was really annoyed but i just kept going... i couldn't believe how good they were live!!

Sucks, working tomorrow.. 11 - 3.30 Not to bad just boring.

Bruised and Bleeding..

[17 Feb 2004|09:22pm]
School is so hot, the humidity is unberable and now they are saying that Friday or Thursday is going to hit 38 degrees? FUCK... anyways i serioulsy thought the other day i had made friends with Keryn and Tarryn but it turns out all Keryn wanted was me to burn her a cd, and now she don't talk to me. I was talking with Tarryn today in art class she seems really nice and actually talks to me! woah different.

Im going into the city on Sunday with Eric, Christine and Tarryn this will be like my first time going in with someone other then Daniel or my sisters b/f. Actaully this is the first time out with more than 1 person in ages... we are going into Skinnys to see FULLSCALE playing so it should be good. It was orginally me and Eric but he made plans to ditch me and go with them but Christine asked me to come so i didn't pass up this chance.

So my dad has gone out of state due to work for a week so its just my mum and no one except me is helping her everyone just sits there and yells and her telling her to get them dinner and shit... My 20 year old bro still asks my mum to make him dinner, he has no job, license or actually he has nothing to he's name. My sister is the rudest bitch i know she tells my mum to fuck off for telling her to do something so i tell her to shutup and her b/f comes in and hits me and tells me to leave her alone, so i told him to get the fuck out of my house and find a flat.

If this dosen't read right. Sorry
Bruised and Bleeding..

[15 Feb 2004|10:40am]
[ mood | bored ]

Another day of emptiness on my behalf.

My journal want be getting update alot anymore as my social life is almost non-existant just thought id let the whole "3 people" who read this know.

I worked yesterday for 4hrs which was just annoying as the manager was in a shit and constantly yelling at us to do more work. When the place was so fucking clean and there were no customers at all. But anyways i survived only to come home and listen to my mum bad mouth my sister about her habbits or w/e i just did my best to ignore her.

This morning i woke up at like 6.30? i was so tired but had to go to a work meeting at 8am which i only rememberd about 15mins before it was ment to start to i arrived just on time and find out that our new uniforms that were spose to come in last year won't be at our store till May due to lack of sales within the store so they blammed it on us... we are the last store in the state to get them how fucked...

Anyways my parents have gone to the movies so im safe for about 3hrs until they come back and yell at me to do some h/w or assigments hopefully one day the will just understand me.

3 suicidal.s| Bruised and Bleeding..

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